Pack...

Packing my suitcase...
I hate doing it!!
Always afraid of forgetting something...

Life is just not fair!

Funeral is friday.. Still can't really believe it!

2nd Round

Woehoe!!!

Yeah i made it to the 2nd round of waitress of the year!!!

Now you people have to help me get to the 3rd round!
Vote like i've written previously..
OR:
send a text to 5030: UIT 133

Help!!!

Grrrrrrrrrrrr

Life is just not fair!

What do you think i should do?
Forget about it?

Friend of mine died yesterday...
He was only 27..
Way too young!

This made me realise that life can be so short...
You never know when it can be over!

Take things as they come, take your chances!

It might be easy to fall in love with somebody, but how are you going to make something work? That's the most difficult part!
That friend of mine fell in love about 6 months ago when he was in Thailand (made his fantasy trip and met his dreamgirl)... Thai girl...

He was crazy enough (sorry Isa!) to bring here along! When he told me that he had done this, i said that he was nuts! But after seeing them together... They were a lovely couple.
My heart broke when i talked to her this afternoon. They really loved each other!

Quote: I know that we were going fast, but now i know it was worth it! Every minute together was a minute to enjoy! Off course we've had our arguments, but those were the best arguments i've ever had. I had to leave my whole family but i've gotten a whole new one! These 6 months were the best time of my life! Although giving up everything, i've gained so much!I've learned so much.. He taught me that life can be great even though it might not seem that way. Being sick won't have to ruin you life, Carpe Diem!!!

I want that too!!! Ok hopefully more than 6 months! But finding a love that can do so much to you... That you'd want to give up everything just to be with him...

RIP Dennis
Thanks for being my friend for all those years.

The future...

Pffff
How the hell are you supposed to plan your future if you don't even know what you'll be doing next week!!!

Love...

It's so weird!!!
Haha...
When i can say that i love somebody..
I can mean different things with it...
Love you as a friend, as someone i know or as my lover...
But when somebody says it to me and i don't know what they really mean with it...
It drives me nuts!!!

Owh by the way:

Riggers had a stag weekend...
Got some great pictures to show you people!!!
Hahaha
Wasn't there off course...
But i'll put them down here some day when i know he's not gonna kill me...

Help me!!!

Just a short message!

I got nominated as waitress of the year.. Although i'm not really a waitress it seemed like fun...
The waitress that wins can go to Barcelona or Berlin for a weekend...
But there are about 90 people nominated or something...
Till the 29th of August people can vote...
The top 50 will go through to the 2nd round.
After that 10 will go through...
And then one of us will win!
Only people from around Rotterdam!

So people vote!!!
www.nl10.nl
Find my name and register... You can vote once a day!
Please?

Owh a little update about me...
Have been working a few days...
Not much to tell about it...
Not really happy at the moment...
It sucks being here in Rotterdam...
Rather be in Barnsley!
But friday i'm gonna go again!

Going home now to get some sleep...
My whole body is hurting!!!
(because of work, people!!! Don't get the wrong things in your head!)

See ya soon!

Love

Men!!!

Pfffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff..........................

I don't get them!
Why do they have to be this difficult?
They don't know what they want, or if they even want it!
When will I ever be able to get them?

Most of you probably won't get what I'm talking about..
Lets put it this way...
I like to have several options...
Like up to yesterday I still didn't know what I was going to do next season..
OK I do have some commitments towards the Dutch Federation, but that's about it...
Same thing with guys...
Don't want you to think that I play with their feelings or something...
Or to think that I like their attention...
Off course... I like to get some of it, but I don't need it...
It was perfectly fine the way everything went lately.

But now! Hmmmm something has happened and I can't explain it...
Seems that I have fallen in love... Horrible to say it but it f***s up everything!
Sorry honey...

I made a choice now. I'm gonna go for it, or else I might regret it.
So I had the pleasure to tell some people that I'm going to do this and I can tell you that they weren't that happy with me...

So am I doing the wrong thing? Should I listen to them, listen to my friends that say that I have to take this chance but that they'll miss me? Or just follow my feelings?

I don't know anymore! All I know is that I love this guy...

Pfffffffffff

Riggers

At 12:41 PM, Riggers said…

Hi Shir. The last few days have been a lot of fun :-D I just wish you didn't have to go back to Holland on Wednesday but at least it's not for long :-)

So when are you going to remove the bullshit from your profile? Cute and Innocent eh? Ok so when you are not being a mardy bum I accept you could get away with cute but inncocent? Get real - you are never going to get away with that one. Here's some words you could pick from instead: Crazy, funny, mardy, cheeky, mischievous, naughty, addictive...

There are quite a lot more I could suggest but maybe I shouldn't do that here... haha

OK thanks honey!
Wish that i could stay.. But i have to work for a few days... But I'll be back soon!
You'll be sorry for inviting me!

Bullshit? Excuse me? I am cute and innocent! Right? Addictive? In what way?
Hahahaha come on! Tell!
Crazy? Maybe a bit...
Funny? Sometimes...
Mardy? Only if there's a reason for it...
Cheeky? Not really...
Mischievous? Not at all!!!
Naughty? No way!

Hmmm make up something that really fits me and then maybe I'll change my profile!

X

Solihull (Spelled correct this time!)

Hi ya...

Back in Barnsley now...
Was in Solihull yesterday and today.. There was a BPPPA-event...
Great to see some people again that i haven't seen for a while...
Oz, Ollie, Ted...
And some i've seen the weekend before at the EPT-event...
It was interesting to see how this tour is being run, because of the fact that i help the tour in Holland...
As some of you know i've been looking for a new challenge for a while.. And this might be one...
I've seen things that we or i would have done totally different, but i can't really put that down here, without first telling it to the organisers themself.

But are some other things i might want to explore in the UK. But i can promise you that you'll be seeing me more often over there! I love it!

Getting some curry now, update will be soon again!

X

What?!?!?

Hi ya...

It's friday... Got back from Harrow mondaynight... With a delay of about 2 hours!!! That was not my weekend for flying!
The EPT was great, it's so different from the poolscene in Holland! I couldn't believe it...
Mika, Marcus, Daryl, Mark M, Mark S, Daz, Riggers, Si, and everybody else that i forgot.... Was great to see you all again...

At the moment i'm at the airport in Amsterdam.. What am i doing there you'd think?
You'd probably won't believe it!
I'm gonna fly to Leeds at 9 pm...
Riggers invited me to come over and relax!
Hahaha, honestly?
I'm kind of tired of everything in Holland, especially things in Rotterdam....
And it seems that i don't have to work till wednesday, so here i go!
So it's kind of a holiday... Just a few days... And some more in September...
Might be visiting the BPPPA thing in Sollihull (Don't know how to spell it and i don't want to go and search for it... sorry)
Just to see how you guys handle it in the UK...
But be careful! I might be coming with a lot of suggestions what you can change!

but anyways...
I'm gonna take these coming days to think about a lot of things because i have to make a lot of decisions for this coming poolseason....

See ya soon!

EPT

Hi ya...

Leaving for London tomorrow....
Flying from Rotterdam Airport to London Heathrow...
Kind of scared you know...
Sounds silly i know, but still...
Had a nightmare yesterday, we were flying to London and suddenly somebody stood up and shouted: I'm gonna mix this bottle of mineral water and Coca Cola and the plane is going to explode!
And then i woke up...
So I'm nervous!

But anyways....
I'll see you when i'm back in Rotterdam...
Monday evening late...
If i've got enough energy left i'll write something or else Tuesday...

See ya!
X

Almost 2 weeks...

Yeah I know...
It has almost been 2 weeks ago since I've written something....

But I've been kind of busy...
As always....
We had the TPT-Cup on the 30th...
23 teams showed up for this tournament where we like to have fun and close the season....
X-Men had to win again this year to bring the gigantic Cup back to their own poolhall... Because then they would have won this tournament for the third time....
Thanks to Thurstons own Mangler's the Cup is staying here and I don't have to buy a new one....

What else did I do...

Not a lot really... Work, work, work...
Started a new job... Club Imax...
Thursday it opened... On Friday we had Kane performing... And Saturday we had DJ Jazzy Jeff....

So that means that I've got three jobs now... Hope that I can keep on going for a while... The money is very welcome...

See you soon again!