Monday, April 17, 2006

And now what?

Back again...

What a day...
Broke up with the boyfriend today...
Didn't work anymore...
OK we didn't have the longest relationship ever but still it kind of hurts...
Really hoped that we would last...
But.. Life must go on...
It's all supposed to happen for a reason right?
But what now?

I'm single again!!!
Weird feeling...
Cried my head off already tonight, so now i'm supposed to be over it....
But i'm not! i try to act like i am, but still...

Pffffffffffffffff, ok come on!!!
I'm a independant woman!!
I'm nice, lovely, cute, caring and all of the other bull-shit a girlfriend is supposed to be!!
Hahahha, but i'll probably never have a long lasting relationship!
I'm too difficult i think!

When i find a boyfriend he's got to accept a few things first:
1. I'm not home alot....
2. I'm crazy about pool...
3. I hang around with a lot of guys (but just as friends!!! Nothing more!)
4. He can't be jealous or anything like that!
5. He should be able to handle me, because i can be kind of tough...

I can really get along with most guys, i'm kind of talkative (probably miss spelled it but what ever!). And some people can get very jealous... And i hate jealous people!!!

So when you think you can handle me or you know somebody... Let me know!!!

Hahahhaha

Friday, April 14, 2006

Help!!!

I need someone to help me!!!
To make me happy again!!
Damn....
Pfffffffffffffffffff

Just a short message but feeling really depressed!!!

Tuesday, April 11, 2006

Woehoe!!!

Hihihihihihihihi
damn! We're having a teamcomp right now...
Had to play 8 ball against a guy that i lost to last time...
And owh my god... i was playing horrible for a change! hahaha
Not have been myself lately... The people that get the chance to talk to me more often know about it, but whatever!
Live score:
1-0 up
1-1
1-2 down
1-3 down
2-3 down
2-4 down
3-4 down
4-4
and here it comes!!!
my break.... something went in...
And i cleared the table!!! My first break in one in an official match!!!
I'm so happy now!!!
Nobody could believe it!!!!
Going to celebrate it now!

Talk to you later!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Hmmmmmmm

Back again....

Didn't really know what to put down this week...
It has been a bit boring i must confess...
Nothing special, stayed home some more this week to get some rest. I might be going to Italy on wednesday, have to arrange some things first... Like a place to sleep? ;) Don't feel like staying in an hotel again... All alone!!! Pffffff i have to decide tomorrow... that's only a few hours away...
Tomorrow night there's a teamcomp again, hope we'll win this one. We need to, to stay in the running for the play-offs. We're 5th now...

Something else...
I'm kind of tired of writing about pool all the time! I know that it is a big part of my life but still... Now it seems like i'm addicted to this sport... But i do have a life you know! Kind of... ;)
Have been working on something, people ask me a lot of questions when they are bored during a tournament... Hahaha you know who i am pointing at! We've put some of them down en i'm still thinking of the answers! But soon!!! They will be on here... Maybe in another blog to keep this apart from this poolthing!

Got some more questions? Let me know....

Monday, April 3, 2006

Back in the Netherlands....

It's monday now...
Damn i'm tired!! But still....
I'm at the poolclub right now, just played the masters of the weekly tournaments... Got to the last 16... Not bad... After not playing seriously for almost 2 weeks....

Looking back at the past few days...
I had a great time, 10 days of seeing pool can be very intense! It was good to see some of the players i had to ref last year again... I was glad to be a part of these EC's again... Not as a ref but as a reporter/live-score-updater/and everything else that i could help with...
A special thanks to everybody that kept me awake during the times that i couldn't stay up anymore, to the people that made me laugh, to the people that tried to get me drunk every night (it only worked 3 nights, compared to last year that's nothing!) and everybody else that i am forgetting at the moment!

But still it's good to be back home now... I really have missed my bf, the club and it's players (i'd like to call them mine because i take care of them... They're like little kids without me... They don't get anything done without me!!!) and offcourse my own bed!!! Or having home-cooked food again!

Tommorow i'll try to get some more sleep, call work and relax... Wednesday i'll be back to work, if there's anything to do. Thursday is another competition match for the team, so maybe i'll play, depends on how i feel...

Talk to you soon again!